last night i dreamt of jonathan end.
he still hate me. still hurt and broken hearted.
but when i decided to leave my fiance (i don't know who) the night before my wedding (stupid dream, by the way),
he offered to marry me.
and he was actually nice to me. i still can picture his dopy eyes and smile,
and it was like the first time i saw them.
but it's just a dream. a very weird one.
have a happy life, jon. :)